Another Day another sunrise, another noon and then evening. The days been buisy in the smaller trivialities of Work . Its 4 right now and im a bit nervous, I am just about to commit to something that im not very certain of, well not commit but initiate the talk.
Over the past few days iv gotten more involved and more confused with life. The wait to go back home seems everlasting. The opportunity ahead seems threatening, and the ultimate goal is something that im not that certain of anymore.
And yet this confused life has never felt any better atleast not in the past year. I have become a phobic when it comes to major changes in life, i procastinate it for as long as possible , never ready to take the final plunge .
And then the change comes over me , its actually all a result of my past experience no matter what i tell to the world , its not that easuy to go through what i did , specially if you value yourself the way I do . Its easy to give advice but difficult to follow it.
But here we are batteling it out with new confidence levels , life at one time was so simple and pure and already it seems to have gotten tainted with its journey , worn out.
Ok this is not a good post but im signing off here cos im scared to crib anyfurther .
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