I have been fairly unhappy sitting here for the past two - three days, I dont really thik its the work , or the idea of the work im doing but rather under whom im doing it. I thnk this is something very particular about me that i tend to form impressions and no matter how hard i try to erase them they just seem to haunt me.
Well its ok if an imbessile works under you but , when hes your boss its an entirely different equation , things probably that i still need to work on to acheive greatness.
Well it was fine till the day an idea struck me the idea that generated another like it , till the whole mechanical cogs in my brain were working full time to device a stratergy to reach out to the corporates and to increase business from it . Well some ideas are similar in nature however its the delivery which counts for them. and I came out with a very good way to probably deliver this, however in its representation to the super boss i suddenly realised that my name from it had been very conveniently disected from the idea. And while this idea was being delivered i was present in the same bloody room .
Abnd now i wonder which one is worse the Idea of Generating that Idea and that idea being stolen and being diassociated from me, or the idea of not coming up with any more ideas for fear of them being hijacked midway. Becase in the past two weeks i have faced immense dissatisfaction with even the idea of working under someone who dose this. But then another truth is that i have heard of corporate stories much worse , i have faught these deamons before , I know the valuer I bring and the rest of the self gayaan. But my communication with the boss for certain is not happening anymore , and well i am not generating ideas, augumenting them nor really doing any realtime work , and i wonder.
Anyways till this clears im really confused.
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