I HATE MY JOB

I hate my Job, well I use to like it , at one time when I had just joined it I was a novice, it was pleasant , it had its mysteries , there was something new to it every day.

How has it changed, IM not that much of a novice I have earned some respect the tough way, iv learned some new things in my trade, some things are still a mystery to me. I hate the routine it gives , even if it involves doin somethin new. I have my competitors, I have my pets, I have my supporters and there are PEOPLE I CANT STAND. And YET LIFE GOES ON CORDIALLY without any noise , without any difficulty. I have still a lot to learn there are still quite a few mysteries in front of me I struggle to find a solution , sometimes I give up sometimes I procastinate.

Man its a dog eat dog world out here , either u kill or u survive , the worst part of it all is that I think IM letting myself die at time.

I hate this job, I don't like the idea of meeting people that I don't really know, talking to them pleasantly, groveling at times, authoritative at others. That's not me.

I hate this job because it matters whom u meet whom u move around with and what u do with them. I hate it cos u always have to meet the superiors please them and that's the only way to develop.

When I was new to the whole gang life was different . I didn't know the politics of the place now that I Know it I hate it , I move away from it and then hate myself for moving away . Man this sucks.

Well I write this bulk of shit today cos I sit here actually not even in the luxury of my cramped cubicle but rather in a associate vendors sweat shop, produce some results and then my boss takes the cake while IM left with the pan . I should have told him what to do with the bloody pan but I think at that time I dint realize. STUPID .. Anyway actually it doesn't hurt cos I missed a chance to probably have dinner with the CMD , but because at that time I actually didn't , and the worst now IM regretting. How much iv changed


YOU KNOW WHY I HATE THIS JOB BECAUSE IT MAKES ME SOMETHING I AM NOT......