Friday, May 11, 2007

Self Analysis

Hello im sitting here writing this down with a million thoughts a million dreams, Its the word of multi tasking and so we do it , so i pretend to work, chat with a friend, think , sleep , and write this blog all at the same time .

No wonder none of this is working. I can’t sleep though im sleepy, i cant even pretend to work, i cant think and well the chats come to a complete standstill.
Its strange how we exist in this multilevel parallel universes, well if i existed in all those different parallel worlds doing those multiple things, i think id end up doing them pretty well, but since i don’t really believe in the concept of Parallel Universes, well it gets a bit muddled.

I guess it all depends on your perception, which of course depends on so many other things, which i don’t really feel like going into.

Anyways i have come to one conclusion over my past two years of existence in the real world, well the first one I don’t really like it the second I don’t really care. Ok just kidding, well iv realized that Hyd is not really the place where i belong and it wont be my final destination, another thing i have learnt over this small period of time is that alone is a state of existence that one can bear only for a limited period of time and i think well that expiry date for me is coming close. So this is to my friends shift close by man so that we can have a decent conversation. Another thing that i have realized is that I cant have too much of a good thing for too long , i get bored , which means that I need to be surrounded by a plethora of multicultural, multi level , multiple frequency ppl so that i can keep my self entertained, and as I am a slightly introvertish fellow atleast a slow beginner , it means that my state of boredom is final and well will remain , of course unless I meet some person with MPD ( Multiple Personality Disorder for the uninitiated) , well that is an interesting thought .
Ok so I think this blog is extending a bit longer than expected so we will end this session here you can always join me in well self analysis by well me.

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