Sometimes you decide youv had enough somethimes you decide that its just a phase, sometimes you give up and sometimes you just hold on, what tells you what needs to be done when it needs to be done , how it needs to be done.
What happens to a man when he is is isolated, if the solitude is complete does it lead to lunacy, what happens when a man shuts all his doors to family, to friends to enemies,. What happens when a man decides he wants his peace does he go crazy . What happens when a man says he wont participate in this race , he wont let it effect him.
Meanderings of a social experiment, trapped in this body this soul sickens away , trapped no more freedom, whats that , how do u attain it. Isnt everyone free at some level.
Past a rosey picture no matter how bad it was it always seems better then the present for some strange reason, we have a habit of hanging on to what has been and never to what is.
Experience , is it just breezing through life, is it wat we learn through our interactions, is it some sort of knowledge or is it a feeling a peresent , the fullness of it, its completeness, its totality.
Totality a question in itself , we search for it , the full circle we live it the full life , but why not the moment isnt it complete in itself. Im just asking questions here not necessary that i know the answers to them all.
Patience , to wait , to hold on to be , to suffer, to enjoy , to live. Something that is short in stock, every one seems to be running out of it in this race towards glory.
Peace tate a life a moment and yet complete, a wholeness for that little time that peace exists.
Restlessness/ anxiety , a state of preperation to find that eternal peace.
Lunacy a difference in opinion, the thirst for answers, the strenghth to say ur not in the same race as every one and to believe it too. hahahah
Meandering - what the mind does when it is isolated, what the mind does when it is permited , the endless search for the endless answers , Id call it a knowledge building exercise.
Love ---------- id let that one be today
Work - what one does not want to do, well i guess thats wat mark twain said , well not in those exact words , but his definition of work and play is amaizing, in reality work and play are both synonymous its just a difference in our perception. But then sometimes u dont even feel like playing
Numbness - a complete lack of feeling, emotion, pain, hatered , love , anger, a vegetative state , strange enough however it can be caused by any of the above mentioned emotions. A state which could lead to meanderings , search for spirituality and the rest of the gamut.
Faith - a fools excuse for doin the wrong things, just kidding. it could be that but its so much more. I guess its the internal fuel that pushes you to achieve somethings and at the same times stops you from doing other things.
Imagination - what creates the colors of life, the product of all the meanderings and thought processes, the picture of relity before it turns into one.
Excess - what this last post is, too much said to much done time out for now, till we start playing again
Basket ball - couldnt help this one , a game, a passion a life , miss it man
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