Im writing from the office once again after a real long time , it feels like ages since i last sat free in the office, im not really free but its one of those days , when i dont feel like working , but well im forced to work for these tit bits and the whole days gone by the end of it.
Anyways thats another story , in recent days i have become even more empty than before, the cause of the emptiness this void is unknown, but ift just feels like, here i am on the road again , here i am up on the stage. Here i go being a star again here i go turn the page. Well for some strange reason this song always resounds within me when that feeling comes. I remember the days in Mumbai, when TISS was over and we were out in the real world, it was so similar , i was so lost there was new work new excitement however there was the void, to big to be ignored and it made itself felt specially in the nights when i use to roam the streets with this song ringing ion my head.
Its kinda strange how every song is associted with some memory or the other with a certain emotion , its something that we felt the first time we listened to it or rather at times its the nth hearing where we heard the song in one particular mood and the song got branded in our conciousness and associated with that kind of emotion. Pretty heavy stuff hugh.
For example whenever i feel hurt by a woman or rather miss a woman the song that rings in my head is Dazed and Confused for so long its not true. And well i guess when i have no cares probably it would be nothing else matters , though i cant really remember the last time i hummed that song, its been longn since i have been care free i guess,. I use to sing it so much at one time.
Another one of my happy songs was My gal my gal where did u sleep last night. Wow man this is a good journey, i mean my gal my gal is not even a happy song but ti makes me happy.
Strange isnt it
Anyways enough of this ill blog in the night probably
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