A hundred years

A hunder years and something longer, i dont quite remember the song but thats what is humming in my head , and thats how faraway i have been from this site. Walking in illusions in a dellusionally warped world where nothing is as it appears to be and nothing really is anything . Talk about abstract mann aint i the king.

I was pulled towards writing in fact i did write something on the misery of the world , another bomblast and life resumes as it is , as itn was always meant to be. When i think bout it it is that way though individually we may get broken down but as a whole humans are pretty resilient no wonder we rule the world , or atleast thats what we think.

Anyways, what all has passsed in the period that is now a blurr, well i guess ill put in the things that i wanted to write at some level at some time , a fragile relationship becoming even more delicate , freindship i loose faith in you every day , infedility breaks in and takes over all the troops and they laugh about it and justify it all the same forgetting what is meant to be . Sitting there and wondering how the next generations going down the drain and well never really realising how low we have become. A patient riding on the wagon of trust till hes kicked off because ur back hurts from having bent over backwards. A last attemp at reconciling with god , with faith , reistablishing a trust in a relationship and you learn you knew it better before. Some more questions , some more answers , and the days done

So here we start a new with boosted egos which swell up like boils at every little insult. Bruised and hurting and we dont even realise if we hadnt fed it so much, it wouldnt have been such an easy target to hit

So thats a lesson learnt my friend and something to be remembered, till we meet again , oh hell what what i writing bout this amnesias killing me .