Just another night

Well last night i went out to 10 D , i think the place is loosing its charm , but to tell you the truth it never really had any charm for me.

Sitting there I realised how inconsequential all of this is , I mean me being there sitting with strangers I call friends , drinking some booze and well just waisting time. I knew there were more important things to be done but at that moment they didnt really matter.

The beer was cold and the music nice , the girls around were all engaged with other men , seeing through them at other men, leaving a smile here a glance there but never comitting anywhere. The dancing was also not that great , but the smoke was nice , grape flavoured hooka and good times are back.

A few mugs down , and the haze was translucent , It was as if the music had stopped for a bit , but they kept on playing. Business deals were done across a cigarette , and well there was nothing else left except for making small talk , not talking from the heart rather talking from the lip. sweet talk about greatnes and knowledge , enriching experience youd think , but it was all flacid . Hardly limped down the coridoor of mouth , shy to come out , yet proud . Like a young pretty girl looking at you across the corner.

There was this gang of men , danced really well , it was a beauty to look at them for that bit that they danced together , coordinated like synchronisedd swimmers actually looked like dancing bears on speed.

The homecoming - goodbyes are usually sad but this one felt good there was enough alcohol in me to last the night. What next a good dinner of half organised ( as i dont cook) meal ., a stupid Jam sandwitch , how pathetic. So after the excuse of a dinner that i had i nicely passed out on a bed .

The morning after - Wat the fuck, stupid hangover , felt as if someone was playing the bloody base guitar in my head. Throbbing gentle but continuous. It didnt matter if i was alive or dead i just weanted to sleep . And then the Angle came and woke me up and broughjt me to work.

Works good , i enjoy it every moment of it till bout this time when i start fagging out . Need to get out , another dinner meet tonight another night of dizzy alcoholic splurge , and that would be the end of another day .

Lifes passing me bye pretty fast isnt it , ill probable blog tommorow too bout the wierdness of life.