OK lets put it clearly at the very beginning , this blog entry would most probably end up being a very boring and nonsensical entry as its completely out of boredom that I write and it may be full of whining too.
Nowthat u have been warned lets go. I'm bored to the core today, I'm bored not cause i have nothing to do , but rather I'm in no mood to do it , and coz I'm lazy. I'm suppose to be searching for colleges with vigour and ferocity but rather I'm living this insipid, mundane life , where there's no fire under no ones arse.
My friend , colleague left for Kerela , today , hes left for good , and I'm not certain whether that's good or bad as of yet. Not that he was the most interesting of chaps but he was crazy enough to do things that I felt like doing. hahah .
My conversations with my parents are well changing in character, from nonsensical heeloos they have come to focus on two basic things now. Have u applied, y r u so lazy and yes the most dreaded of them all Marriage. I thought I had matured to this fact that marriage is somewhere on the cards , but now that my moms planning to really start looking , my stomachs kinda turning . Well escape is always better i say .
My other friend is planning to get married somewhere in Nov Dec. The Odessey of the four Bachelors ( One of them a married bachelor) has finally come to an end. our Quartet has turned to a Triad and that too is till Dec after which , baby I'm on my own. Not a very exciting thought , but well its easier to cope with it now.
The fourth dude , from another sphere a different connection plans to leave town in June July . So u can get the picture theres nothing really cheerful left to do . I think ill stop smoking , stop drinking and probably just as well take a Vow of celibacy and turn into a freaking monk.
My friend the stinky Borgoyari as usual has been giving me insane advice, but then that's all i can expect from here. But its fun , i have finished my conversation with her for the day and well the excitements over.
My frigging tele has no cable connection , i took it out before the GMAT Long Long time back , and well I'm too lazy to get the guy to put it again , in addition to that I think the television can have a real dangerous effect on my already non existent Social life. So its bye bye to the telly anyway.
My jobs gotten boring , the team sucks , the managers got no time , and well no balls either. The appraisals gonna suck too i know of it already , and by the way i still haven't worked on my appraisal form. So that's a very happy notion. Plus the insanities of life as it is I have realised that in work atleast i need some direction , created either by me or the boss , sadly enough as of recent days it all seems to be useless and purposeless, yes the occupancies good and the targets well we r a bit below them. But you get the drift theres no more fun. I think that went away three months after i joined . I want to do something daring but i guess i lack the balls too . That's enough bout work .
The good part of life - readings back , bloggings back and well i think maybe u don't but i feel that I'm writing much better all of a sudden. I'm feeling bored but not depressed , in fact I'm feeling quite happy and content somewhere inside of me, though whats causing it is something that i have no clue bout. Oh and another thing i have this very strong intuition that I'm quitting smoking for good tomorrow onwards. Lets see if it works.
OK now I'm bored .
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