Friday, May 02, 2008

The Partys over

Well a little bird flew near my ear and whispered "the drums wont beat any more , the musics gonna stop, the alcohols already running dry , the beats have all died. Roll over today and die cos the partys over honey pie.

Well Gmats over now a week exactly, it came it went , and well i did midocrally well , satisfied, releived id say . The party didnt happen , the feet were tired , the head was heavy, i just went numb . A little bit alcohol to infuse some life into me, and a solitary evening at home, well spent. Spent.

The days that were after was a blurr, alcohol , dancing , friends , birthday , and some more alcohol. It all began with a small car warming party , that stretched into the night, and a bit of the next day .

the Birthday came after , and that too was a bliss. Yes i did get one year older, and no it dosent really bother me. Friends gathered like fistfull of sunshine , insane conversations about place and time , spatio - temporal warp , and may be a time machine somewhere in the midlle. Beautifull drunk women sadly enough just seen . So much more to do in life so many experiences left untouched.

The coffe in the middle , while browsing thru books , the search for a laptop that would be good. The dillies and dallies of life its , the heloows and farewells packed away as if they were luggage, from a journey that ended and a new one begun .

Discoveries of new places heaven and hell. Alcohol to sooth us to make us merry men, the music was blaring it gave me a call , and we danced away till woken from the dream , the awakening a shatter a kick in the spleen .

About love , bout life , bout lust and grief , about nirvana and redemption bout renunciation and ascetism , a movie i watched , it was a beauty it was real . and there we sat by the
river in the dream and it was over , i say goodbye to him , i say goodbye to her , and then its real life , and work to be done .

The partys over the grinds begun , applications , and headaches all seem to be my chums, and writing insane unconnected thoughts , i really wonder where itll end .

To future my dear to escaping.

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