The Rush

Hello here I am again, for a person who writes content for most of his hospitals articles and press releases and gives briefs to Advt agencies I really write disjointedly on this blog, don't you think so?

To begin a new chapter I will try to be more careful in the construction of my posts from hence onwards
I have had a rush , in the past 48 hours , Whats a rush and how does it happen you might ask. Well i get mine through a few things in life ,
1) The chase - most important of them all i guess. Its when I am opposite an attractive woman, or atleast a fashionable one , who's conversation is intellectually stimulating and interspersed with these exchanges which take place completely non verbally. There is this sudden increase in pulse rate , a certain confidence in each word , and an underlying stream of conversation through the body, be it a look, or arrangement of hair, at that very moment that woman becomes the most desirable person on this earth. Maybe you could call it simple flirting, but if its the right kind of person i think you will understand. So it does not matter if shes about 10 years older than me , it doesn't matter if shes AVP of a company, all that matters is the internal stream of conversation. So though the bodies talk a different language there is a contrast in the conversation , Either its too professional or slightly spiteful. And of course the rush.
2) Success - The second rush is from success , not measurable , not even materialistic , but rather more on the personal internal challenge sort of way. Its when you complete an assignment, that's difficult to take up on , or something that you probably thought wouldn't work out works out in a very agreeable manner. So it doesn't matter if its an Interview that you take to see if you have it in you, it doesn't matter if its in the real estate space though you are from Health care, it doesn't matter if your not even sure that you would take up the offer if it was offered to you, and even if you almost forget to breath and hyperventilate at the initial phase of the interview. The only thing that matters is that you smashed it , and you saw the woman in front of you almost orgasmic over the thought of having you in her team, its the smile and the eager handshake which follows it and man do you have a rush or what.
3) When you trip - this rush is of a different sort its made up of dreams, hallucinations and the subconscious , its the desire that arises out of the very soul of your heart which takes shape in the form of images and songs and it doesn't really matter if its completely against your very substance. When you do the thing that resides in you somewhere deep down , which you didn't even know existed there , its a rush like youv never felt before. Its the first drag of every cigarette , the last of every joint, the middle of every drinking session, and the beginning of every Acid trip.

So that's it folks the rush is upon me , for how long? It probably will get phased out in a day or too, but yaa atleast I know now that i still can have them.