Strange

The Lights were dim , and he walked in with a glass of water, man this is tougher than i thought. Ok so the last blog kinda sucked but it was written on an impulse and i dont really care.

Todays been a beautifull day I wanted to sleep some more in the morning but had to get up , I wanted it to be sunnier it was cloudy , In office there was work to be done in the morning and i didnt feel like working , there is work still pending and i still dont feel like working , the tea was too sweet and the cigarretes slightly bitter, I wanted to listen to dazed and confused but the song I played was Laila o Laila. I wanted to write this uninterrupted i have been disturbed twice. Theres a feeling that something is going to happen but its not happened yet.

Yet the days better than most days, I guess sometimes we just dont know what we want and we just need life to open up in front of us as it does.

I wanted to write a diffferent post but its this that has shaped up in front of me.


Dazed and confused for so long its not true wanted a woman never bargained for you.

Oh bye the way im having these really strange dreams , there was a woman in them today , there were either these insects or birds which pecked her face while she laid in a hospital bed dressed in white , bits going of her in symmetrical patterns, there was no blood but like pock marks , but she looked peautiful, the thought scared me a bit . but then i knew she was not feeling pain , and then i awoke.