Im feeling quite miserable today, it might be the weather, or it might be that i haven't really gone out at all , well did for a smoke but not too sure if id count that. The frustration is actually pent up frustration from the time i had last posted , i thought id sort out life a bit but i just seem to get tangled in it more and more.
Well im just gonna crib and rant here so leave if you want to
1) im frustrated at having to listen to stupidity for the sake of the source its coming from
2) im frustrated of having to think before spending any cash , and more so at myself for not thinking anything before i spend.
3) im tired of living someone else's life in someone else's house on someone else's terms.
4) im sad about not being in love, im sadder about not believing in it.
5)im tired of not having control over that tv remote
6) im sad about the loss of my ability to enjoy drunken night out without going on a guilt trip the next day
7)im tired of having to think how life will turn out
8)Im tired of feeling aimless
9) im tired of that pestering feeling that i need an aim.
10) im tired of being scared and im tired of being brave
11) im tired of hope and im tired of failure again and again
12) im sad about my inability to take life light and im tired of my unability to take it seriously
13)im tired of running away from responsibility and yet not being able to cut the ties that tie me to them
14) im sad about my giddy indecision , being blown in every direction with each thrust of reason or opportunity
15)im tired of this post
1 comment:
Heyy hey, what is this?? This is why you need to keep my number and give me yours. And whatever happened to our back up plan?? Are you going to stop hoping for that?? Send me your number boy. I am going to cheer you up!!
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