Delight, favor, fated misery all is in his hands or was it my hands im to drunk on life to remember now. Is it drunk or is it drugged, from a known present I leap into a new future, from, love I leap to success, never knowing what I left behind or what I ill get in the future. I know what im leaving behind, I know how much it means to me I leave it in the hope of gathering it all together once again when I have an identity of my own.
Sometimes there seems to be a definitive plan to life and then in one stroke of genius god just changes everything, funniest is that it is never without my will. So I sit here willing all that is happening to stop and yet willing that it all happen too so finally I can bring a catharsis to this journey called life.
Good luck to all that I leave behind forever, my love to all that I leave behind in sorrow to be one with them somewhere in the future, Happiness to those who I cherish and those who have left their mark on my life. Sweet miseries to those whose lives I have marked may you all remember me as a sweet memory and nothing more to be relived in a brighter future.
Doors open up and I pass, I enter this tunnel of light only to realize that I am leaving a portion of me behind a portion that loves the darkness, or is it that from a definitive clarity I enter the world which is fogged by delusions, oh well after all the whole bloody world is an illusion. I exist and so do u forever in our memories in our pasts in pour hopes in our dreams.
Future appears like a reflection in the water clear at times blurred at others, distorted by every stone of emotion that skims across its surface, and there I see glimpses of you of us of what might be or of what could have.
Ah sweet misery I detest you, ah sweet misery you are dear to me, ahh sweet misery I will miss u, ah sweet misery I am yours I hold you I engulf you I surrender to you.
Memories that live on forever to be cherished at times, memories that leave tears on your pillow and you lie to yourself its just water from last night’s dew. Walking in the rain you leave behind a part of you mixed with the water, tears camouflaged, tears hidden, pain so strong that you really have to push every sinew to the brink of breaking just to control it,
Pain so intense that it sends out a silent scream in the night to be heard only by you. A pain so sweet that I would not have it any other way a pain that only I feel. .
Good-bye sweet people, good-bye sweet life, till we meet again sweet love
I will miss you all.
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