Dear all, ths is to just let you know that i have completely lost it finally and as usual in insanity i have found peace, i have made some major changes in my otherwise rotten lifestyle, basically meaning iv been off the bottle for bout a month.
Wat next well im making a career move and Well at the same time im trying to search for myself once again and well iv found someone special.
Well i find myself in her every day and every night well thats a new one to me too so no comments on that one please. Ok so anyways most of the time life seems to be a misery because the future seems so uncertain . and yet after all this uncertainty i find peace within me
i dont really understand at times that how come after so much of stagnancy, my life is so mobile all of a sudden.
Well now you all must be thinking this guy surely is strange hes so different fgrom the regular creator of thios blog , its not really a different me its just a different part of me , i m no different from what i was before thew only difference here is that i have a new facet to me which was not there befor
Ok now id like to tell you about how peace feels, it feels good to be doing all that i am doing , it seems to be in somuch harmony with myself, with me my environmment. It seems like all my body as well as the nature around me is conspiring to just make things happen,. It feels llife flowing with a stream unconcious yet concious not caring yet aware. It feels beautiful.
It feels like everything is happening naturally, falling into place for the good, even if at present it seems bad. Its a feeling of immense joy, its a feeling of immense sadness, its a feeling of wherwe they meet. I think one would probably find peace only if he feels boht extremes and thats what i feel.
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