Fait is a weird thing it really shows you stars, and then it drowns you in misery , you should have known it from the start. Wat could i do it was not in my hands wat could she do i was not in her plans. It just happened one day looking at the stars, and so i look no more. I look no more for her or for the stars, i look for myself now but that too is lost . WEll thats bout it.
the beauty was never lost, we just had made a start, the memory is still fresh it was in the past, to move on my mind says to hold on says my heart. Whom do i listen to well we must be apart.
god i miss her i miss her in the morning , i miss her in the night , i miss her every second that i have seen light. I miss her in the darkeness , i miss her in the rain, but its better that way atleast there is pain, indifference is killing is it mine or hers, well its not really infdifference is it al there is is a curse.
The choice was ours and we have taken it , we are both being strong we wait in misery to see to whom we really belong. Atleast she has god i have lost my faith . Wat stupdity wat ill fait. Well it was beautiful wasnt it while it lasted, well it still is beautifull, but my insides get blasted, i long for her touch that skin under my hand, i long for that embrace the warmth of the sun , i long for that kiss the fountain of life. I long for her , well everything.
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