The year 2007 crests and troughs

As the year comes to an end like all obedient bloggers and more for personal reasons i record below as objectively as possible the happenings of 2007

Family : Supported by them, lived of them maybe let them down a bit but in the long run established good ties once again. Failure at times can be a bonding factor and the year 2007 has been overall an year of failure for me . Everytime I have failed i have gone to my family for support and have received unconditional suypport for them. This is to thank them for what ever they have done. Though throughout the year I spent only 15 odd days with them , they have been my spine throught the beating that i have taken this year. And the love and respecvt that i have towards them has only increased. So overall id say a 3 out of five for this particular segment of my life


Work : The year started on rough weaters, three months into the organisation that i worked for and i was trying to find my place and security. Alas neither was at hands reach. Idrowned in feb and to tell you the truth the felling was pleasent , it was the feeling of being unburdened , the feeling of lightness. In March itself after a 15 day honeymoon , i was back at work , more determined than ever, and ever since it has been good. Reached my target effectively, though failed to create a sustainable self growing symbiotic environment. There were phases of Intoxicatingly enticing activities and then the dull moments in life the last two odd months saw me getting detached from work and more involved with GMAT.

But then the two months worked at went down the drain because of a stupid ignorance and oversight. So to conslude the yeqar 2007 was disastrous , It began on a low note and ended almost dying.


Relationship : Love was never found again only lost in the very begining of the year. Nothing else really happened , made no efforts , sustained singularity and self pity, end of the year love is not that important anymore.
Friendship: some died and some were rekindeled. Spoilt my relationship with a few close friends I think was uncomfortable with their proximity. Rekindled frienship with a few friends who had not kept in touch, who were far away , decvember in particular was the month were i met some of the people that i really liked meeting. But there was this saddness which had crept in, but yet it felt good. So for friendship i would say it was a mixed year. By the way the support that i received at the end of the year in terms of for my GMAT was amaizing it feels really good to know that so many people care.
Colleagues: Distances grew indifference crept in , Friendships falterd and we still exist .


Health : Detoriated the failure to succed in any other aspect of life left me drawn to the end of my resources, filled with alcohol and smoke , theres nothing much that the body could do. It was an year of complete abandon , nothing was checked and no efforts made.


Travell : Went to a place that i wanted to visit for a long time , Manipal , it still had the charm that had enticed us young people ages ago. But well this time it was a bit tarnished with a taste of evil , i blame it to me. Wanted to spend more time living in the past but the present was calling all along , and so finally i moved to its call. Rest was al lrelated to work, Nagpur though tentative felt good as this time i was in control and not the othwer way round.

The Blog : this is completely subjective , the blog which had died an year ago found its life again, creative juices flowed and the writing became better , still not reached the cresendo that one day it will , but then the melodys returned to it.

ME: Emotionally exhausted, physically tired, a bit of a failure, yet a dreamer. Whether good or bad the decisions were mine the ignorance was mine and so were the results. Not satisfactory though but important , learnt a bit faltered a lot , felt sad felt happy. The year saw a change in me , saw some seriousness creeping in , saw some lightheartedness coming in. I was empowered and I failed , but that s nbot the end , thats just a delay , yes i hate the oppertunity cost , but ill live.

So if u people are worrying bout me dont cos im good, I dont really know its not indifference , i think its detemination. Somehow i feel that i have connected with myself this year lets see.

Wish you all a very happy and prosperous New Year


Shashwat